90 Day Fiancé Stephanie Reveals Why Shes Taking It Slow Sexually with Girlfriend Erika

90 Day Fiancé: Stephanie Reveals Why She’s Taking It Slow Sexually with Girlfriend Erika

90 Day Fiancé Before the 90 Days star Stephanie Matto has revealed why she’s taking it super slow sexually with her girlfriend Erika Owens.

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Stephanie Matto of 90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days reveals the reason behind taking it slowly with her girlfriend Erika Owens. The couple has seemed to struggle to interact with one another on a physical level.

The first lesbian couple of the franchise have only just met but viewers are worried their story is being twisted to gain more male viewers. The couple first met after Erika stumbled upon Stephanie’s YouTube channel and started flirting. The Yonkers native only just arrived in Australia but many viewers felt that the production crew have shown the couple in a porn like atmosphere. The show is supposed to document the couples meeting each other for the first time in person as they travel far and wide to meet their online loves.

Stephanie has not had an easy ride becoming a 90 Day Fiancé reality star as many fans find her to have a boring storyline. She also claimed that she had not told her family about how she was bi-sexual, but it’s been reported that she came out on her vlog three years ago. Now on the most recent episode, fans watched as Erika felt overwhelmed with the amount of medicine that Stephanie was forced to take every day just to keep her health in check while their physical relationship was at a stand still. After the episode, aired Stephanie took to her Instagram to update her followers on how her health has been going and the reasoning behind being cautious about jumping into the sack with her new girlfriend, check out her post below:

I am going to be the realest with you guys right now. I don’t talk about this much, and it’s embarrassing. It’s gross. It’s not pretty. But it’s my life, and if talking about it can help others feel less alone, then it will be worth it. 2 and a half years ago when I was diagnosed with Aplastic Anemia I was put on lupron. If you don’t know what lupron is, its a sexual suppression medication that stops your period, amongst other things. I couldn’t be on birth control (for many reasons), and I could not get my period because I would uncontrollably lose blood and need a transfusion due to having low platelets. I have recently come off of the medication, but being on it for such a long time left me with lasting side effects. Lupron, along with my other medication made me a robotic, asexual being for the past 2 years. Add into the mix that I have had some pretty traumatic sexual experiences in my life that make me nervous when just meeting and opening up to someone in that way. It’s not that I don’t care or love them, it is simply a mental thing for me. To be truthful, I have had difficulties with sex in the past. I’ll never forget the text my ex boyfriend sent me saying “at least she touches me” in reference to his current more sexually apt girlfriend. But I know sex can be beautiful, and it can be a bonding experience. Despite my feelings about sex, I do experience love, connection, and physical attraction. And it is SO embarrassing to tell partners this and usually always leads to disappointment or your partner feeling inadequate (when it is really quite the opposite). This is something people have a hard time grasping, especially when you’re in the “business of being sexy” online. So please be aware that upon meeting Erika, my lack of sexual openness was nothing to do with apprehension of my bisexuality. I am FIRM and confident in my sexuality. It was nothing to do with anyone pressuring me. I was incredibly nervous, tired, and insecure: It had been a long time since I had human touch, and it had been a long time since I felt those feelings. People have different love languages, and that is okay. No one is wrong and nobody’s feelings are invalid

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The TLC personality told her followers that she was going to be the “realest” with them revealing that she does not enjoy talking about her health that much as she finds it embarrassing. Stephanie continued to say that her reality was “gross and not pretty” but it was her life. The reality star’s goal was to help others who may be struggling to not feel so alone in their battle. Stephanie explained in her post that two and half years ago she was diagnoses with Aplastic Anemia and put on a drug called Lupron, informing her readers that the drug is a sexual suppressant. The drug also stops women from having their monthly cycle and does not allow for use of birth control. Due to the side effects, Stephanie made the brave decision to come off the medication but it had left with her complications. The American divulged that she felt “robotic and asexual” and had also had past sexual experiences that were traumatic. She felt bad that viewers felt she was cold towards Erika but did acknowledge that she just felt it was hard to open up to new partners sexually.

Even though all the termoil, Stephanie has hope that sex can be a beautiful bonding experience. She even shared that she does feel love and physical attraction toward Erika, but she does need to work on showing it. Viewers had started to question if Stephanie was sure about her sexuality, but she explained to her fans that her lack of sexual connection with Erika isn’t becuase she’s unsure of her sexuality.

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